Okay, the poop has hit the fan. and it's all over...like My desperation for God. I'm hungry, really stinkin' hungry to hear from HIm...how long, Oh LORD must I wait for your presence to consume my flesh! and my fleshly desires...I long for YOU! I NEED you...i am hungry for you....and i can't turn back to my old ways, to my old self, my old yukcky- poo of a life...I need you like i need the air I breath. I love you LORD>>>>i LOVE you...and i need you in my life to consume my flesh and consume me inside. I want all of you. closer...and closer. I want to feel your breath. i need to feel your breaht. I trust I will hear from you soon, I trust that you want to speak to your daughter...to me, your daughter.
I was so hungry last night to have a touch from your Father hand...to life me up outta the ugly clay called self, and selfishness...I needed you to pick me up to where you are, I didn't want to be where I was...I want to be where you are. I'm tired of playing games, I want you....I want your arms,...to pick me up and wipe me off, cuz I'm yucky and sinful and i need you blood to cleanse me Jesus. ..i need your voice ...so i knwo there's some sane voice out there, that can hear me, that can see me, that can feel me...that can know me....Cuz I wanna know YOU, I wanna feel YOU, I wanna hear YOU , i wanna touch YOU>...all of you LORD...all of you...not the same old path, not the same old line. I want all of you!....tear me from this world.....please JEsus.take me away- to that secret place where I find such peace....to your arms...around your shoulder , where i can feel your breath on me...and I hear your heartbeat through you chest...and I KNOW...that you LOVE me, and I LOVE you...and there's no tearing US apart....never....
So, this is my cry...for this summer, MEET ME LORD....I WANT YOU PRESENCE!
your sweet spring song,
April Melody