Now i'm currently listening to the christian online station. Good stuff. they actually have some Waterdeep on here! the song "Hush".
Anyways. to make this typing worth while.
Well, in recent news- good news so to speak- i guess they caught Saddam? But i'm not so sure about that. Come on! it seems too easy, like he just gave up???!! After all these months! i don't know. something doesn't seem right. I just hope the soldiers keep on the alert, and this doesn't present an opportunity for the enemy to creep in, becuz of lack of attention on the fighting. Well, i guess i shouldn't worry about it. I've been in support of Bush, for whatever reason he would go to war with Iraq, the Lord put him in leadership over us. So, i trust him. I just pray that his integrity remains pure and righteous. That a righteous anger burns in him. I wonder if i will vote for him once the time rolls around. I don't think I voted last time. I should though, really. Well, vote. But for whom? i don't know.i'll do some serious praying about it.
anyways. I was reading Timothy today. a little.
I timothy 4:14-
"Do not neglect the spiritual gift within you, which was bestowed on you through prophetic utterance with the laying on of hands by the presbytery."
So, I know i've been given the spiritual gift of speaking in tounges....and when i read this, i just felt an urge to pray in tounges. i really don't know what I say, but I trust God is pouring through me,what Jesus himself prays to the King--and that whatever I cannot pray in words...that His will is accomplished through spiritual tounges. Yeah. I know i recieved that as a spiritual gift,...and maybe prophecy? I wonder how i'm suppose to work through this-- I just wanna recieve a word from Jesus. Not any prophetic thing..>I just wanna HEAR Him period. That's all. I wouldn't mind if it'd be just a simple hello! So, i think it'd be asking too much for prophecy, considering where I am spiritually. I don't really think that'd be too wise. I don't know.

So. I might go to see Bill and Eva Christmas Day, and after (25-26)--and then visit Star and maybe Michael, on that weekend...to maybe hang out with them.
Man. If ya think about it. If my only purpose in being here is to just spend time with Star. and that's it...I really hope that I'm a good example to her. I hope God would pour in me the things that she's needed to hear for a while. Really. MMM> i wonder. a prophetic word for Star?? maybe.

Welp, i shall dash for now.
sweet spring song.