HAPPY ST. PATTY'S DAY FOLKS!!

Current Day: Wedsday Night
Tiime: 10:30 pm.
Lattest Drink: Coffee, really strong.
Last Action on the Computer: Responding to Emails and Finishing my Registration at lane online.
Classes Registered for: Environmental Science, Field Biology, Math, Scuba Diving, Photography.
>>>I'm really exicted about all of my classes and can't wait to start school.

God really humbled me today. I left work really sick and tired and angry of working there...and sad cuz Desi' never invites me to go do things with her....she never really asks me if i wanna go....when i really wanna hang out with her...and it' kinda hurt my feelings...
anyways. i know she doesn't' mean to , she probably doesn't even know.
and so, during home groups tonight for church---I just broke down...in front of all these married couples, who have kids..and are like older than me...and just cried cuz I just really got touched by the video that we watched...Jesus reminded me that it's not all about me. I always think about myself. Me, Me, me...that's all I worry about...and i always think about what's gonna be best for me...and God really checked me on that tonight. and I was humbled....which is where I'd rather be...than where I was before.
and I was reminded of what I've always thought, or am convinced of:
That: IF I TRULY KNOW THE TRUE NATURE AND CHARACTER OF GOD, HE WILL CHANGE MY LIFE AND I WILL NOT WALK AWAY FROM HIM. and i believe that if all people knew who God really was, (than who we make Him out to be)-we wouldn't settle for anything less.

More and more everyday...i eat food. I drink water, or pop, or whatever. I buy things. I go rollerblading, I walk, and hike. I do all these things...and buy all these things and eat all these things and work all the time...But More and More ...EVERYDAY---I'm convinced that there is nothing better in this lifetime, than to know God and make Him KNOWN in the world. And nothing else will satisfied. I feel as though somebody else is praying for me...and praying for God to give me a desire and unquenchable hunger for the HOLY SPIRIT to fill me up....to the point where everything else is a blurr in retrospect of GOD AND HIS GLORY.....and nothing else matches it, and nothing else can fill that spot in my heart. He knows i'm hungry. He knows that I'm dying without Him.
He knows that I love Him.
anyways. that's something that I've wanted to say for a long time but, I have to get off of the computer, cuz it's Sharron's computer and I was only gonna be on it for about 15 mintues, and I've been on for more than an hour.
I am hungry for the Lord, and he knows it.
Amen.
Sweet spring song.