It's the 3rd of January, year of our Lord 2005.
amazing ....
Oh GOD.
amazing.
i'm amazed.
at everything this year- this past year- 2004 has taught and brought me.
1. i need freedom.
2. i got freedom.

1. i need MORE of Jesus everyday!
2. i continually get MORE of Jesus EVERYDAY!

1. i wanna know what to do with my life career-wise
2. i wanna be a dental assistant/dental hygienist (still deciding)

1. i wanted a dog!
2. i now have a beautiful golden retriever name Brittany (fitting for her, i think)


God has just done some amazing things. Bringing me home from china- a desolate and starved place..spiritually. and telling me to "return to the Land of your fathers" (Genesis 31:13- i think) and allowing my little 1984 Toyota Van to make it all the way from OREGON to MICHIGAN! this is really amazing- considering it ticked over to 200,000 miles on the odometer during this trip!
IN everything of this past year- the world would've thunk soooo many things impossible for the Lord to do. or Satan tried to convince me of soo many- to try to hold me back from the will of GOD> but i resisted! I overcame, becuz HE WOULD IS IN ME IS GREATER THAN HE WHO IS IN THE WORLD!
HA HA!

and i still want more of Him.
Pastor Mike has said: "This year (2005) of the Saturation of the Holy Spirit on his people" and i am sooo excited about that.
and there's something with the number 5 this year. 2005, 25 years old, I don't know. something seems significant about this number.

i still hafta pack some more for Jersey. my bathroom stuff. a couple of books, i hope we can read aloud together, as we lounge around and get to know eachother more. i can't believe i'm gonna go see him. it's shocking even ME! and i'm the one who bought the ticket!
"Like the wind that blows, and no one really knows, from where it comes, or where it goes, So it is, with your Holy Spirit Lord, --- that your everwhere!"-Third Day.

i shall part for now, becuz my hands continually hurt as i type.
bad bad bad