it's so strange.
a year ago today i wouldn't think i'd be where i am.
back to knowing Jesus, back to loving God, back to a relationship with my maker....and IN a relationship with somebody else.
If you were to meet me a year ago today, i'd be a torn individual, who had no hope, who had bondage, who was facing her worst nightmares and trying to escape herself.
But only HE holds the key.
and i guess, now- i'm living proof that HE is the redeemer. HE IS the one who can set captives free, or set a heart on fire again, or bring a shower of spring rain to a dry soul again.
I'm just SO grateful to HIM alone. He's is my life, light and salvation. i owe him every breath.

So- as for relationship stuff. we're talking serious- even more so. And the thing is- Joseph and I aren't all weird about it- cuz it's like- all along God's been preparing us for eachother- and everything about him- i see why Jesus was telling me to wait all these years. Becuz he was in the process of building a man after his own heart- through all those years- and i wasn't being patient. But i waited it out...and KNOW beyond KNOW...that .....well...that Joseph is him.
the him that i've been waiting for...
my long lost lover :)
the one...
and i just KNOW it. i don't know HOW i know it- everything seems to be right...on track with the Lord....and ofcourse, we're leaving everything IN GOD'S HANDS while we're walking on this path of relationship.
it's neat.
to finally be here.