there is something that is willing to change...
deep within...a groaning of the soul, simple whispers,
of a change...that must happen.
a radical, revolutionary change, but not magnanomous...
a simple revolution. a soul revolution....
of a person.
of me...
But at the same time, i'm convinced that this revolution isnt' just for me.
it's for everybody....that has a soul-longing...
a soul-searching... something lurking inside....
to find the Truth of love...and peace...and of joy..in this life time.
and i'm convinced it's Jesus.
no other.
I'm convinced it's the radical way HE loved people, that beckons to me-
a humble, sweet, patient love....
not self-seeking...but self-sacrificing...
I want to drown....completely be submersed in this kinda love.
in HIS love...
want to walk from the shallow shore line of "religion" to the overwhelming
depths of HIS river of love, that will swallow me whole...and hopefully,
just hopefully,
there will be nothing of me left. I would've died.
and HE would arise within me,.
- and then, just then, i could love, like HE loves.....
and not expecting anything in return.