Setting a Date:
To finall move. that is...hopefully, i think, it will be the weekend coming up- May 6th- i think? i've guessed before and i was wrong...but this time i am a bit more sure...if a person can ever be when it comes to making a plan. there is this guy at the health food store that i work at- who said a funny thing the other day- cuz we were talking about life and what we wanna do in life or something like that--- and he said "You know how you can make God laugh?" and i said (well, thinking of many different answers)- i said "no"- and then he said: "Make a plan"
Cuz it seems like NO MATTER how much we wanna plan our lives out to the "T", you never know what God has up His sleeve--- what HE WANTS TO DO with your life... I'm not saying that in a mean way.like God is out to screw up all the plans you have set for your life- but more like, HE really DOES KNOW what's best for a person and will try have that thing fullfilled in that persons life...Okay. I admit, i'm not God- and i'm very dependant on HIS love for me- and HIS sustaining power for all of HIS children...but His plan ISN'T OUT TO GET ME....or like Jim Carey said in Bruce Almighty- "God is just a mean kid on an ant hill! He likes to burn my feelers off and watch me SQUIRM!"
i'm here to say, that's SOOO NOT true. the furtherst thing from it actually. HIS plan is to prosper us and NOT to harm us, but to give us a hope and a future.....oh, how much i've needed to hear that in life. Especially RIGHT NOW. oh sigh...especially right now. i believe i KNOW a LOVING AND FAITHFUL God (named Jesus) who's plan from the very beginning was to LOVE and CHERISH me...but this world has severly screwed me up. and so it's sooo hard to recognize when somebody is trying to love me, VERSUS somebody trying to fullfill their OWN NEEDS OR VALIDATE THEMSELVES.....
picture the most sacrificial love. self-less and giving ALL THE TIME. it's jesus dude. Jeshua. Yeshua Mishe' (that's Hebrew for Jesus the Messiah).
and i'm RE-learning that all over again.

So- moving Sat. is the best bet- cuz i will be able to go to church the next day (which already excites me!) and i will be able to get somewhat situated with everything- where i might live, where i'm gonna work. there's a couple different options right now. but i'll type more about that when i'm actually there and finally settled a bit. but hopefully i'll get this DENTAL job that i want- a front desk person. (please LORD! hahaha)

I will be packing up everything all over again, and really praying that my little toyota van (ALL THE WAY FROM OREGON BABY YEAH!) will hold up for me. i just got the front break pads changed- that was 68 bucks :(
but had to be done, cuz of the fact they were worn down totally! the roters would have gone really really BAD if i didn't change them SOON. so, before i will leave for Michigan, i will pack up some more oil and gas treatment stuff (hopefully will save me on mileage per gallon!) and will check the tire pressure. So all will be well.
and some food for my brittany bear.
over and out