It's June and well, I'm done with all the exams finally. I'm not so sure how i did on Ms. lee's paper, cuz i completely forgot about the Outline...and well, i worked on it until 5 in the morning. Yeah. It was funny. i had a funny night/morning....Josh and I talked alot about stuff, deep stuff- stuff I've been wondering
(here is JC's blogger site.: thestonetable.unpatented.com
well, getting on with my stuff. We got to talk about like, why he likes me, and I'm like still totally not getting it, cuz well, it seems like he's not even ready but at the same time I don't know what he will be like in like a month, a summer, or a year. He could mature like I never knew him before. But....hmmm. i wonder, even then would I want him? I like him as a friend....oh....yeah, i prayed about it alot last night...and i wasn't so overwhelmed anymore, i felt God's peace over my life/decisions and I knew it would be alright....and well, that He will be the center...of whatever is gonna happen.
Welp, i'm completely wasted from cleaning my room, i'm sick of cleaning!!!!!!!!!
i really hope connie's parents will like really want me to stay at their place for the little bit that I am for this summer.!!!!!! please god, you know my situation ,you know I need to fix the Van and Baby Baruch needs a little lovin'! Thank's for him by the way, cuz he's been a blessing to me and to others, like i said before i even got the vehicle, I will use it for anybody and if anybody needs to use it, they can...I'm totally trusting you Lord to create a way for me to save enough and then like get everything fixed, even the Cruise control, so I can see Josh down in Cali!...please, and maybe even the Air Conditioning system....i love you no matter what....and I thank you so much for holding on to me, even though i"ve wanted to let go sometimes...you're my strong melody...You ARE my SWEET SPRING SONG....
over and out...
the sweet spring song..