I don't know what I was thinking. Did I say to myself "OH! I think I'll look WONDERFUL with braces oN!" Am I a lunatic!! what was I thinking!!!!!!!!!
I look dog ugly and i guess that's alright for now. I mean. I can live with being a guy-repeller, that's fine for now. But how long am I gonna need these on for? MMM. maybe 2 years. MAX. I'm thinking. Well, i'm glad that first months with braces on will be here, in this land of confusion.
My mouth feels SOOO BIG...like, the braces stick out and I can't close my mouth all the way, unless I try. And these are ghetto braces, I swear. They look dog ugly. NO beauty here. other than inside. It's alright. I'll be okay. I wonder when the pain will settle in.
The doctor was merciless. It WASN'T NICE! I had this thing in my mouth to hold it open for like EVER and it pressed really hard against my tooth roots and I just wanted to HIT my doctor! It hurt and he kept telling me not to touch it...well, pushed my hand away that is....He can't speak english. But through my friend who was there translating, she told me to hold still. And i'm like "YeAH! Right chucky." as if it was that easy....they aren't the ones is pain. And it wasn't just a quick pain, like a cut or something. It was a slow pain...like constantly pressing and pressing....and it drove me nuts.

Well, I will make something easy to eat. Like oatmeal, or soft noodles. Yeah. easy does it.
chow
the-not-so sweet spring song