The life of the brace face. I guess that can be my nickname now. I will be Ms. Braceface once Friday rolls around. Yup. Today i went braces shopping, if I can put it like that....mmm.
I went with Sopheia, the little God blessed angel...and she helped me by being my traslator. first we went to this nasty dental room, where it was just that. One room. off a back alley street and there was just one dental chair in it, along with a few posters on the wall. I felt wrong about it at first, and said no thanks, and went on my way.
Then, Sopheia said there was a hospital, just for dental stuff, and we took the bus there. #58- on my...man, on my way. to get braces. So, i got there and it had three floors, in comparison to the other place this was a castle...and clean and a good hospital. So, i went ahead and schedualed for next Friday. So, today he put spacers in the back of my teeth, bottom and upper,and it kinda hurts, but not a lot. I can barely eat though. cuz i can't bite down all the way how i used to- it sucks.
I knew braces would hurt. Well, the beginning stages hurt. I wonder how much more, with all the braces on!! And where the doctor cut me hurts too- it stings!! this sucks
well, I will get over it.
I'm gonna hafta stay here for longer though! : (
kinda upset about that. Cuz i can't really leave, unless i come back, and have this doctor finish it. i would hafta stay till April of 2005. Maybe i'd get my braces off for my Birthday! and i hafta find out what i'd be doing for all the rest of those 10 months that i'd be here- like where would I work? Here again? in Luo Yang? well, i'd hafta stay in Luo Yang, becuz this is where my doctor is. But, i wonder if I'd get to sign on with this school again, who knows? i'll ask David Li and Dean Uain. i'll find out. God has a plan.
I wonder if this is part of the plan? Having filled my dreams of getting braces one day. Maybe, I think becuz of God's infinate wisdom and plan that He already knew I would need them. Ofcourse, He created me.

So, Dean Uain told me that I will be teaching a little kids class, of 10 yrs old. I'm totally blanking out, as to HOW the heck i'm gonna teach them!! Gosh i hate this. suprise! Yer gonna teach kids! I don't know what to do! OH, well, Jesus knew this too. I will teach them kiddie songs, i think....I'm sure most of the things I will do with them will be repeat-Parrot work. They must be the Parrots. They will repeat what i will say, most of the time probably. God knows....God Knows.....that enough for me.

I was thinking of that song, by Waterdeep-The Five Wise Virgins CD- "Love is..." song that they have. I wish I had that CD...good stuff. Anyways, I started singing it yesturday when Bill and Eva were here, and then, today i felt i should read I Cor. 10-15, well, i only read up utill 13, and that's where it says all the Love verses. Beautiful, just beautiful. I love it. God is so perfect. I just needa rely on HIm.
Kinda like one who is drunk, and they're all hangin' off their best friends' shoulder and that's the only support that actually KEEPING them standing. I will rely on Him like that.

I think it's good time to sign off for now, I wanna check out JC's site. Wonder if he's actually posted anything new finally!!
sweet spring song, other wise known as Braceface