Okay. so let me start over again. I just finished watching Reign of Fire, and it was an okay movie. Except the last line was a woman saying "Here's to Evolution"--as if Evolution had the last laugh.
I went to the english corner tonight also, i'm kinda getting sick of going to those, beczu they always ask me the same question- all the time. "Yes, I like it in China. No, I don't know any chinese. I am from America. NO I don't have a boyfriend. Yes, i like my students..." Blah, blah, blah.
I'm debating on whether or not i should just type up a sheet of their questions and I can bring it with me everywhere I go, in order to save my breath and throat. I have a slight sore throat right now. I am wondering if it's becuz of the spacers. I don't know. i was suppose to get braces on today, but ofcourse, the doctor said that he will call this weekend to do it on Sat. or Sunday, becuz he had to go to a different city today, for some reason. I plan on telling him that I can't pay 4,000 Yuan, becuz that is too much. David Li told me that he's asking too much. And I will tell him that I found out the prices at the other hospital was only 2,000 Yuan. So, it's cheaper in another place and I can go there instead, if he doesn't lower the prices. And all will be said and done. i am not about to be ripped off by a stinkin' dentist. I can't believe they do this sort of thing. Makes me mad. But i forgive them.

Welp, i took a three hour nap today. I might go to bed soon again. Oh. yeah. another thought- Grandma might die soon. Like today or tomorrow. really soon. Becuz the doctor said that her body is slowly being shut down. That makes me so sad, and it makes me want to have kids really soon, so I can make sure that I have a grandmother for my grandchildren...hoping so. They won't be so old either. Or a grandpa for that matter. I hope both mom and Dad live to see my children....but both of my grandma's won't. I'm sure....Oh. man. i miss grandma Grose.....ooohhh. She was always so kind and even though she was deaf, and had all the reason in the world to be a grumpy old' grandma, She never WAS!! She always loved us, and cheered us up, and taught us sign language.. Grandma Loree' always went swimming and she taught us swimming--and we went camping with her. It's weird. But i think i'm a bit like both of my grandmas'. I love to swim and I love to camp, and I love grandma Grose and her silliness sometimes....and i'm a bit lovin' like her. I wonder how Mama and her sister's are taking it. I wont' be there for the funeral, obviously. It's sad. I haven't seen my grandma for a long time. i have no clue what she looks like right now. I guess it's for the better. I mean, the last I remember her was a Thanksgiving Day that we had over at her and grandpa's house, and she seemed to be getting along alright but she wandered around saying weird, meaningless things. Little chitter chatter that didn't really mean anything. The Alziehmer's took her quickly. I hope I don't get it. I type this now, hoping that someday, if I do get it....somebody will read this and know that I knew I was gonna. But, in any case, if I do get it-- whoever might read this, YEARS AND YEARS DOWN THE ROAD, INTO THE FUTURE--- Please just entertain yourselve's with my silliness, as I mumble weird meaningless things, and please pray for the Lord's will to be done in my life. But, who knows if this journal will even last that long....!!! Hopefully.
So, i shall dash now, hither too forth...into the wind...of dreams.
sweet spring song