I don't want to stay. I know this.
I'm wanting what God wants now. I've stopped panicking. I've started prayin'. a bit. just a little bit. But I can tell you right now. I AM sick of being here. But I want what God wants. That's all I prayed. "Let your will be done on earth and IN ME, as it is in Heaven." Whatever the will of the Lord is it will be done. And I'm sorry for being so stubborn. I told Him that. Now I just sit and wait to find out what the will of the Lord is.
I'm making rice, with the tomatoe, onions, and eggs. Shoot, i never get enough of it. I wonder if I've gained any weight? I hope not. well, it's for sure i haven't been getting that much exericize. But Michael told me that he knows somebody that LOVES to hike and they go out alot, like a lot of weekends...and I asked him if he could tell them, that I would like to go with them.
IF it's the Lord's will for me to stay here, then I would need LOTS of help on teaching. Becuz honestly, I'm racking my brain on HOW to teach this kids, and I'm clueless!
man. apart of my braces keeps getting stuck in my lip. UGH. I hates that. I think i'll watch Lord of the rings again. I was suppose to go to the zoo today with some of my students...but they didn't call. and I was waiting for them to call!
I hope they didn't show up somewhere and was waiting for me again, like last time...cuz i didn't show up! that would be so sad!
Well,
I shall dash now. cooking time.
Chow,
sweet spring song.