Well,
Still working out the whole leaving thing. I'm currently listening to christmas music online. I heard Cheech and Chong's Christmas song "Santa Claus and his old lady"!!!!!!!!! and it was hilarious!! "Santa Claus, the man with the hair on his jaws,..." Funny song. man i laugh my butt off everytime. I really wanna go out do sumthin' right now. I don't know if I should go out by myself though. All the students are study for exams. Kinda sucky, cuz none of them can really come with me.
It's snowing outside. well, it was. And it made me think of the first snow that Michigan gets. How it's really calming to look outside and just watch it fall. I compare it to an old man, sitting in a rocking chair, who, year after year, sees his grandchildren come in that front door with gifts in theirs arms and their parents following them through the door with smiles on their faces. Somewhat like the years passing by slowly around him. As he rocks in his chair, looking on as his grandchildren become 5, then 10 and then 21 and then old enough to marry. Snow falling .....simply falling. Fat flakes from heaven.

Well, I don't have any plans for today, so I guess I can afford to spend it walking around downtown and possibly getting lost. Mmmmm maybe. I'm listening to John Lennon's Merry Christmas, it's kinda sad. I love his voice though. It reminds me of Kevin. Ohhh. Kevin- fond memories, well, maybe not so fond. I'm glad I said no. It would've been sad .....But, i do wonder how he is doing. How Brian is and my cousins. Those times were the best, but I think now, they were the godless years. So, they were'nt really the best. They were reckless years. The lying years. But, i'm past that now. God has buried most of those times.
good thing.
sweet spring song