well, it's blogger time again.
Considering I haven't had a quite time in like 3 or 4 days, i'm really sentative in the spirit right now...It's horrible not being able to have a quite time in the morning..before school and stuff. I just wanna cry at times, cuz there's nothing more wonderful than dwelling in the Word of God, and soaking in His love for me...and acknowledging that there's nothing else worth living for! I know this. and I live this everyday- But when i don't get to soak in His presence, then I loss sight of what's REALLY important. SO...I have a really long day today- all the way till 10:00- and I'm gonna put in an application at REI today, and pray that I get a job there. And I've also prayed that I would just be sentative to the spirit of the Lord while being here at school today---and so I can type a response to one of the Biology questions that bring up Creation Vs. Evolution---. I hope the gentleness of the Lord would be in me. So i don't come across accusing or condemning. But sweet and loving.

I was so tired this morning...ugh.
We get to go to Mt. Pisgah today---for Biology class! I love hiking around that area, it's SOOO nice...and big. But I really can't wait to go out to smith rock with Autumn...that would rock. (ha,ha,ha ...what a pun!)
I will succeed, I will overcome, I will be the head and not the tail. I will be blessed. I will be guided by Jesus today, I will be showered in His Love for me!!
(i'm just proclaiming all the things I forget sometimes...)
Man, I can remember how desperate I was for the Lord, while I was in China.. I was falling apart. Choosing the wrong road to walk down- the road of destruction. That road is WIDE and easy to walk down---but the road to the Lord's Heaven is narrow and hard to walk on sometimes. But I think at those times when it's hard- i remember that little poem about two footprints on the sand--"When I only saw one set of footprints in the sand, I asked the Lord where He was during those times- because they were the hardest times of my life, He said to me: It was then that I carried you" So, At those time when it's the hardest. He can carry me- I trust HIM for that.

WEll, Ciao for now.
Sweet spring song