I'm sitting here partially coughing my lungs out (cuz of the smoke) and partially enjoying a cup of Organic French Roast from Oregon- that i bought before i left.sip....ahhhhhh. as the steam rolls from the top of the cup...in my starbucks coffee cup.
I COULD work at a Starbucks, Amber brought that up...but it would start at 6.20 an hour! and no raise for a LONG time...sucky, huh?
 
Last night since i was so bored, i realized i had a book in my bag- Journey of Desire...and i haven't finished it. But, as i was reading a long. God asked John Eldreigde..(the writer of the book) what HIS desire is...instead of John saying: "Okay, God what do you want to do with this idea?" and God just asked him...what does HE want to do with the idea.
and then that got me to thinking. What is it that I want to do??  with my life that is.   and a few things came up: like
1. I want a husband and a family someday
2. I want to travel some more
3. I want to go to Israel again
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and i can't really think of anything else.
as for a  job...i guess God is leaving the ball in my court- what do I want to do?
IF the world was MY oyster and I held it in my hand...what would I want to do?
hmmmm., it makes me think of graduation at high school again.
it seemed like anything was possible, and I could set my heart to do anything i wanted.
and i still can.
even though i have student loans up the waa-zoo.
ugh.
So, if that is true. then, what do I want to do???