it's the morning after- i worked all day yesturday- and i'm doing the same thing today. But i had TONS of fun last night...cuz i worked with this guy named Eric and he's pretty cool- we got along well. He thought i was GAY!  Well, only becuz the manager up in the restaurant was getting married to a GIRL...and she's a woman, and well, he heard nancy talking about the fact that she's hiring her wife...or whatever...and that just connected in his brain that I was her. But He was conflicting all night long, cuz he didn't think i was- so, he asked me subtle questions...it was cute. : )
i think that's pretty scary there's a gay woman working at reflections- cuz well- i'd never think that Kirk would hire somebody like that. or maybe he didn't know.
But, Eric said that i gotta meet this other guy that works there- his name is Jordan Fox, and he's a Christian and he goes to Calvary Church- i visited that church the sunday i got back.
But, it was fun to work to with Eric- and suddenly the conversation turned to God stuff again! and then i was talking about Catholicism again! i don't know why the conversation turns to Catholicism all the time- but i was thinking: "Man, i seem to come across like I'm bashing Catholics,....but they're my brothers and sisters in Christ as well, and i shouldn't talk bad about it."
- don't get me wrong, I really wanna point out the differencese between Christianity and Catholicism becuz one is based on religious works and stuff and one is faith...and relationship.  But i need to do it in a loving manner...cuz they are my family. i hafta be careful.
 i'll type more later- possibly after i've read some of the book.

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Isaiah 29:13-
The Lord says: "These people come near to me with their mouth and honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. Their worship of me is made up only of rules taught by men."


There's a point of brokeness that's coming from the Lord right now, in me. and I love it.- He's doing something. He's showing me who He really is...and I just ask that I'd be buried SO much into HIM that I wouldn't be recognizable. nobody could see me, but the Spirit of God that lives in me.
and I prayed for a servanthood heart towards my husband, whenever that days comes, and that i would know what a mother after God's own heart IS- and that HE would prepare me.
Man, I'm so grateful right now. I'm pouring out all these praises to HIM and thankfulness to HIM.
He said: "This is the WAY walk in it," from behind my ear and I did it, only by his voice. and he prepared the way before me- getting home. a job, a plan, a path, a secured path.
He IS awesome.
uh...love.