July 5th
My dad’s Vision:
I had to type this now, cuz he just told me tonight- about this vision that he had of me and my sisters…..and it just amazed me how awesome God truly is.
Even though the internet isn’t working at my parents house right now for some reason- I’m gonna type this on Micro. Word and paste it to my blogger. So this is how the story goes.

I went over to dad’s house tonight to hang out with him, since I’m back and all- Amber drove me out there, and she told me that dad wanted to talk to me and her tonight about something and Autumn too, but he doesn’t know if Autumn is coming out- and well, we ate dinner and such and we were just about to leave and talking about it, when dad brought up the thing that he wanted to share with us…
He said he wanted to talk to us outside….
So just Amber and I went outside, to talk to him and we sat around the place that they have a fire pit in the back yard…
and he said that he had a dream, about in February…and that he was around the land where he grew up with his dad and mom- and all his sisters and brothers- where they used to live in this old shack of a house and there were hills off in the distance and – three hills and he was either with Uncle Joe or somebody else like him and he was standing there watching all these army trucks (like from the middle east-cuz he said they were from Israel), and there were all these soliders coming out of the side of this hill, like there was a tunnel coming out of it or something….and he stood there and said something to Uncle joe about why is all this fighting happening over in Israel and why is there war or something like that- over there… and there wasn’t really an answer. Then he saw three angles, of Moses, Elijiah and somebody else- and they were just hanging out with dad and uncle joe at the top of the hill and talking to them I guess….watching all these army trucks come out of the side of the hill with all these soliders.
Then Dad was really close to the entrance of the side of the hill and he could see all these army people come out and then all of a sudden Jesus appeared before him, between him and all the soliders that were coming out from the hill side, and Dad was asking to himself, “Why don’t they see Jesus, because He is so big right now and they could see them, they should see them!”----cuz He was so obvious before them- dad said he looked huge…and well, Jesus said something to him, like “All these people don’t see me because they choose not to” (or don’t want to- or something like that)..
And then before Jesus appeared a yellow angle, very beautiful and shinning with the brightness of day and she was small and dad said he could tell that she was a girl, and she was standing right in front of Jesus, and at the time Dad said to himself in the dream, or thought it- he didn’t know which on he did- but he said “Oh, how beautiful”- and then next to this yellow angel to the right of her came two other angels, but they were pink and they were small too like her and he could tell they were girls too. Then Jesus looked at dad and said “Aren’t my angels beautiful”, or “These are my angels.”---- something like that, and Dad knew right then it was us-girls…His daughters.
And he said He knew that I was the yellow angel, cuz I was the first one before the Lord and that I was really bright and shiney, like the sun. And that Amber and autumn were the other two that were in pink….cuz they were coming along. They were gonna be in heaven too. Eventually….cuz they came later…
And he said for him, it gave him the realization that he shouldn’t see all these battles going on over there in Israel….and that he shouldn’t worry about these big things…becuz the smaller things are more important to him….

And- by the end of this all, I was sucking up my running nose, wiping my eyes with my shirt and just nodding my head….cuz all these over whelming ideas were consuming me right at that point- where God says in Isaiah, or something like that…”The old men will see visions and the young men will dream dreams…”, and it made me realize that maybe dad has never had this kinda encounter before with the Lord and that this is very powerful….. AND THAT MY DAD WAS TOUCHED BY THE LORD! Jesus spoke to him, through a dream and showed him what he wanted to show him…..
And OH…GOD….Jesus is soooooo honorable, and faithful to do what He says he’s gonna do, and it just gives me more hope, all the more- that He will do EVERYTHING that he has said he will do.
When I wanna give up on Autumn, He SAYS, “SHE WILL BE MINE”
When I get impatient with my mom and tom, He SAYS, “THEY WILL BE MINE.”
When I worry about Amber getting married so soon, HE SAYS, “SHE IS ALREADY MINE”
And when I think of the personal promises of God, to me- It makes me wanna hold on, all the more, even through the storms….oh the storms….

I just love God soooo much right now, and I think that it was in HIS perfect plan that I’d come back when I did- and that HE’s the one that designed this whole thing….this whole adventure, and I really am just the passenger on this ride that the LORD is taking me on…..
I am so in love with Jesus and everything that He is….the unchangeable one…the Holy one, the WORTHY one….the sacrificial one…He shows up everyday….and somedays I recognized it clearer than others.

I guess I just want ya’ll to know other there in blogger-ville---Don’t Give up on G0D, cuz He never gave up on you and never will. And hold on through those storms cuz you will find many sun-shiny rainbow days in the end of the boat ride….and maybe even get the chance to go walkin’ on the water if you’re called out by Jesus….(or dancin’ on the water for those more crazy Jesus folk!)

I guess I also just wanna give a little shout out to my first love, …..thanks for not forgetting about me….thanks for not forgetting about my sincere prayers, thanks for being so close I can feel your breath on my face……
Cuz, oh…..i love you so much and I never wanna be without you….my love. Jesus.
Amen.
Sweet spring song