July 6th, 2004
Hi.
I’m currently listening to Led Zepplin, “In the Evening”- this is a record I bought many, many years ago, and I remember this song well. I love the way it begins. And surprisingly enough the record player still works. I wonder if Tom and Mom thought about selling their records on E-Bay- cuz they have like Beatles records and such, which are probably worth a lot..

I really should spend some time with the Lord before I go out today, it’s 2:44 pm, and I should be going to hang out with Mike pretty soon. I’m so glad that I know in my heart that I’m not gonna go out with Mike- that He’s not the one, cuz holy cow, I would be pretty freaked out, ….to be a Cops’ wife would be a HUGE commitment, cuz I would be worried that he wouldn’t come home someday. And I feel a burden for those wives who hafta go through that.
Mike’s a good guy to hang out with, once in a while…and he especially needs somebody to hang out with now, to get his mind off of what his mom did. We’ll go scuba diving, as soon as I get a bit settled down.

I’m gonna talk to Pam and dave about the apartment. Cuz maybe I’d be able to pay the 450, once I started to work and stuff. But then I hafta take into consideration, of paying about 200 a month for Ortho. IF I can make payments…who knows. I need to make an appt. soon, for different Orthos’, and see who’d be the cheapest.

What else? Grandpa is gonna give me 200 dollars I guess and I’ll put that RIGHT in the bank, either towards my credit line or credit card….i’ll split it…100 for my credit card and 100 for my credit line. I can’t wait to actually NOT have a negative balance in my account. I’m just gonna hafta work a lot.

THIS IS COOL- I put in an application for a receptionist/secretary at faith Reformed Church, and the thing is- that is the church that I GOT SAVED IN! it was awesome, - I didn’t realize it, until I actually went to the church and saw where it was…I was like “holy cow, I got saved in this church.”
And I wonder if it’s God that a position was opened up…who knows. I don’t really know what else I’ll be doing. Cuz I certainly can’t be staying at the Low Carb. Shop, making 7.50 an hour, and anyways, I’d like to get into a job where I can grow and stuff.

So, what dad said last night to us is still on my mind….little girl in yellow….crazy. As Elwood Blues said in the Blues Brothers 2, “the Lord works in Mysterious ways”
The computer still can’t connect to online, so I am still typing using micro. Works.
I’m gonna spend some time with my love now.
Apes