smoke everywhere.
can't take it for long...ugh. i'm coughing a whole lot.
i need out!
i sleep on the floor.
and hopefully i'll be getting another job here soon.
 
what else.? i'm bored half the day and usually Amber is just busy and doesn't wanna hang out...oh agony oh despair.
and I'm suffering through mom trying to hook me up with somebody at her work...scary. i don't know. he wants to take me out to see a movie and dinner.
i'm now stuck in the whole "Okay God- I followed you here...now what?"
and i haven't really gotten anything yet. other than i should go to NMC, cuz i won't get a good job if I dont'.
OH....more school, more school loans...ugh.
i think my eyes are currently focused on all the bad that's going on around me and not the good.
i can't really see the good. but at least i have Jesus. he's with me. so that's all the good i really need.
bored, bored bored
and i don't really have any good books.
no books at all in fact.
i should go to Borders or something. and get a poetry book and amuse myself.
ha.
i'm drinking this horrible coffee mom made. YUBAN...uck!
approximately 12-15 resumes' have gone out already.
not one call yet.
HOPE. where are you? i need to see your face again.
sigh.
*the slowly fading-
sweet spring song.