yes. i have tons of time to blog.
I have no friends. that's how i am able to do so.

well, a good point in today- i will be going to a 21+ group at New Hope- cuz Faith Reformed doesn't have one.
And it's at 8 o clock tonight. it'll be good, i think. Angie wants to hang out, but i really don't wanna spend any money doing anything, cuz i'm as poor as a dog...
which brings me to another point- i wanted to go to the pound and see if i could find a little poochie to call my own..but alas- i didn't- cuz i realized that i would just be filling a void.
and after reading that book- Journey of Desire- i know that i should let this loneliness sit and wait and hunger- do what it needs to do, cuz then I'll realize that Jesus really is the only one that can fill this void. This spot where i want somebody to hang out with, and share my life with- he's really the only one.

I know that the Lord makes these quite times to reveal himself to us- to be silent and still before Him helps me put things in perspective.
it hurts to type or do anything with my hands : (
bad news.
i hafta wear my wrist thingys all the time now : (