all creation groans, as if it's in birth pains- it's groaning becuz it knows something. what it knows is that there is something MORE than this world. this world is not the ending itself, but the beginning stretch before we reach home.
and i guess you can say i'm in the groaning category right now- i was listening to Waterdeep "Almost there" and it stirs the groaning spirit in me- for that something more to come and to come quickly, becuz i can feel it- i'm almost there, but not yet. and i'm waiting...eagerly and almost impatiently- for that something more to come.
i'm almost there.
the home stretch.

so- Nancy's grandkids are over for a few days and we've aquired a new little kitty in the process! they brought it down with them- it's a girl cat, we think..or a boy...we're really unsure at this point : )
but we've named it Ziggy- and if it really IS a girl- it's gonna be called Ziggy Ann. so..it's a bit female-ish.

i watch Spiderman 2 last night- good movie....i'm glad it didn't suck...cuz sequel movies usually do. and there's more than likely gonna be a second one. i love that there's such a battle inside Spiderman- to love or to not love..and he doesn't wanna put MJ in that position to being hurt, becuz HE IS SPIDERMAN...but the thing is- he was making her choice for her- she decided to NOT marry that one guy- cuz she's known all along that she love him..spiderman..her friend. and she can't carry out the wedding and shows up on his door step- and it's cool- at the end, she's like "I"ve always been in your door way"- cuz she was really waiting for him, the whole time. and if she'd marry the other guy- that would just be her- throwing in the towel- giving up to a lesser blessing.
and that's my life story...well, not so much. cuz i'm not gonna throw in the towel. i KNOW i can't. i WON'T. becuz my first love will have nothing LESS than the best for me- and i won't give up his purpose for me, becuz i can't see it happening- i won't give up, cuz he will never give up on me.
i have like sooo long before i need to go to work- but i have nothing to do. i fixed my hair all cute like- the wormy-look...it's all wormed on the back of my head.
some of it is falling out though.
so. God reminded me of Psalm 127 today- if the Lord doesnt' build the house, or protect the city, the builder labors in vain, and the watchman keeps watch in vain. if the LORD doesn't do it- them the ones doing it will be working for nothing...and then it goes on to state that the children are like a quiver of arrows in the mans hands..and that they will be a blessing in old age or something- i like that verse too.
but since i have nothing else to talk about- i think i'll split for now.
ciao