hey.
well, let's see. now that i am sitting down- after all the opening stuff is done for the store.. i woke up pretty abrubtly this morning. i turned my alarm clock off, but didn't reset it! so, i woke up at 9:09 and hauled butt taking a shower-making coffee-grabing all my work clothes-and finally leaving! good thing i brought some food with me...or else i'd be starving.
I've got my yummy espresso blend coffee, had a banana and some yougurt right now.
i wanna go camping before school starts- i'm gonna go to the Sleeping Bear dunes, i think- i'll go like around the 20-23 cuz i think Nancy said there wasn't really anything happening at the Conference Center. i don't know whether or not anyone can come with me- it would suck to go camping without some friends. i really wanna go to Faith Reformed tomorrow- it'll be good, but i hafta work at like 12:30, so i'll hafta book it outta there.

the kitty at home has fleas, so i'm scratching my ankkles, cuz i think the fleas wanna become part of me too...but i don't think so. We have flea-ridden animals at my house right now, a dog and cat

i remember a question my friend asked me before i left Oregon- "What do you want in a husband?"
well- it all boils down to their relationship with Jesus. i wanna marry somebody that Loves Jesus with all their being....and i know that Eric isn't that person- but a good thing is---He DOES know Jesus-cuz HE IS a christian...he said he's kinda known it all along, but hasn't been sure.

i think people wanna be borderline christian, becuz they can always use the excuse that "I'm not sure whether or not I am a christian anyways"---- cuz if they admitted to the fact that they were christian for sure- then they would be held responsible for their actions/sin. which all humans run from.
but i have no room to talk. so i'll shut up now. reading Mere Christianity makes me think- again. of how we are as humans. We choose our sin everyday, and C.S. Lewis says, "apparently He thought it worth the risk"- in creating us- and giving us this choice, to love him or not to. He thought it worth the risk.
I think i'll do some reading right now.