i have nothing to do right now.
the past two nights i've taken bubble baths, just cuz i was dead tired and needed to rejuvinate myself...but i'm just bored tonight- and boredom is bad when it comes to me... so i thought maybe i could find something to do on the computer- and ofcourse it can't fill a void either...and i'm almost tempted to go see a stinkin' movie- and pay 7 or so dollars, when i really shouldn't.
i've tried reading, but since i know i'm thinkin' about other things to do- it's not getting anywhere...like, i've stared at one line in "Mere Christianity" for about 5 minutes...thinking if there's anythign i could do tonight.
ugh.
i rode my bike down to the water- and thought a bit. that hurt... :)
but- was thinking that i was happy that i can say now that i'm close to my family- but now i miss my family in Christ. those that i've bonded with- those that i shared dreams with. i hafta start all over - over here that is. and even then- i don't have anyone to share it with.
please Lord - send me a friend...somebody..to talk to....somebody i can listen to...somebody that is a child of the Light..- and thank you Lord for having church come to me-at work- becuz i couldn't go today! that was only you...and your doing, i know it.
i'm gonna see what movies are playing.