i'm at work.
and well- i was kinda pouring my heart out to my Father last night- reminding myself of WHO HE is...and who i am in light of Him. Really, it seems this world has failed me so many times, adn that I should learn my lesson and move on. but i don't. neither does anyone else for that matter.
my heart was breaking- becuz i realized, we are all dying from our own sins. We are so consumed in our sins, that they are literally killing us.
I'm currently typing with both my wrist thingys on- and i realize that this world has worn on me so much already that I am in pain...my body is slowly giving in. i shouldn't be going through this.
LIFE ISN'T SUPPOSE TO BE LIKE THIS.
as a singer once said.

as for Eric. nope. no calls. oh~well. i guess that's what a girl gets for hoping.
i'm gonna go swimming when i get home, after work. in order to not be home- in case he does call.
don't wanna talk.

as for school- it starts in less than 2 1/2 weeks! and i'm sooo excited cuz i CAN'T wait to start the Dental Ass. program! I'm already looking up info online- what teeth are what and what kinda diseases happen to teeth, and Ortho. stuff- cuz I'd like to be an Ortho. ass. I'd have more fun that way i think...either /or.