finally. look out world, it's time to blog.
i don't think i have in a while. the computer at work is not working for the internet- and i don't really wanna be typing a whole lot with my wrists being so dumb right now.
But i'm currenlty digging on a cup of cold cafe' ola'. good stuff. i've completed my dental homework, just a bit though.
i've been wondering how my good buddies out west are doing. i know brandi is fine, she just emailed me a bit ago, "married life is good" she said. she's enjoying it. and i have another marriage to go...Megans, it's two sundays from now...it'll be at the Waterfront, so i'll get to watch everyone work!
i'm going hiking this coming weekend, i'm totally stoked! and i might go diving with mike sometime soon. i haven't gone in sooo long.

what's been on my mind recently:
1. homework-being faithful in little so the Lord will honor me in much
2. a guy...a specific one... ; )- and letting the Lord be the center of a relationship if it's HIS will (not mine)
3. getting a new vehicle- possibly jeep, possibly not.
4. what the Lord really has for me, in comparison to what i THINK he wants for me.

i guess i can expound on this last one- I think too little of what Jesus really wants for me- like "Oh, i'm just gonna have some average dude...get married...have kids...and be settled down..."
but i don't just want the ordinary, i want the extraordinary... i want the magnificent, i want the PROMISE....it screams inside me.
DON'T SETTLE FOR LESS THAN WHAT GOD HAS FOR YOU!
and i want to hold to this. this fact this promise.
i want the great romance that John Eldrige speaks of in the Sacred Romance...I want the knight in shinning armor, i want noble one to come and sweep me away....i know that i have all this in Jesus.
and so starts the internal battle.
i will rest in Him.
i will rest in the promise.
faithfulness Lord, is what i ask...from you..to dwell in me.

I made candles the other day- and they smell great. I love getting into little crafts like that. it's tons of fun. making things with my own two hands. it's great.
wise words from april:
*when revealing your heart to somebody, it's better to do it one section at a time and slowly, or else they'd see the whole thing and freak out, cuz it's a bloddy mess man!**

the one HE calls:
sweet spring song