i found this journal entry that i wrote- in my little book, worthy to type in here...
Sept. 10 2004
1 day till the towers fell years ago.
"we are living in prophetci times, "- said Eric at work. And i know, i desperately know what he's talking about.
adn i pray for the hope inside of meto not die, to hold onto the reigns of victory which will be leading me into the Kings court, The Kings palace.

I hope that anyone who would read this would look to the LORD in desperate times and know that He WILL SAVE YOU. Just believe in HIM alone, Jesus the Christ, Jeshua Mishea.
Jeremiah 29:11-14
vs. 12"The you will call upon me and come and pray to Me and I will listen to you."
13 "You will seek ME and find me when you search for em with all your heart."
14 "I will be found by you, declares the LORD, and I will restore your fortunes and will gather you..."
** Becuz the LORD was wanted. Becuz there was some soul left in the world that wanted and desired and sought out the Heavenly Father: somebody that looked at everything around themselves and said "I don't want any of this stuff- I want the LORD": somebody that KNEW...those seldom few who REALLY know, who really hunger and thrist for righteousness. Those warriors.
The fire is shut up in their bones.
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That is all what i wrote in my journal...and becuz it's somewhat of a revelation that God has shared with me..i decided it would be good to type in here.
As i was typing all that- i had a baby kitty inside my overalls, resting against my belly- and it just made me want to have a baby! little Ziggy was all purring and stuff...whenever i am pregnant, i will have overalls...TONS OF THEM...and i will sing to my baby (not just in the shower) i will dance slowly, outside, in the grass, to music that only my baby and I can hear.
OH. it will be love...it surely will be love.
Meanwhile, the LORD is developing mommy-type skills within me and is refining me everyday- every month i pray that i would notice and learn the different things that I DON'T know about...before that beautiful day comes.

it's just been soo busy lately and blogging is getting to where I'll only have a moment, and hafta get back to doing something.
Well, ciao for now...
apes