"Took the way home that leads back to sullivan street,..."
- Counting Crows
this song sings about him driving by this girls house- that he loves, but can never really get out of his car to go up to the door and ask her out- but he always takes the way home that leads back to sullivan street, cuz it takes him by her house...

I've just bought the book "The Sacred Romance" by John Eldridge...he's great...and i hope this book revolutionizes my way of thinking once more, in a new way, about Jesus. and it brings me to the heart of God once again. already, while reading that book, quite a few times I've had to just set my eye lids down slowly and breath in what the Holy Spirit was giving me for that moment in reflection. good book for sure.

i'm currently being loved on by kittys! Draco and Ziggy. old and young, a relaxed, settled spirit in comparison to a young, vibrant playful spirit...they should be together.

I'm convinced that's why it's a good thing for old people to live in the same house as youngsters- like when my papa get's old, i'd like to live in the same house as him- or have him live with us...husband and I, hopefully we'll have a big enough house. Cuz, it in a way keeps the older people young inside and shows the younger ones how the old people are. That's why it's bad that grandpas and grandma's are shoved off to the side. Becuz the reality of life is gone, the reality that death can happen isn't that real to the little ones....or to you as their daughter/son.
I hope that it'll work out where i can have my papa live with me- and that we have a big house.

but ciao for now,
apes