i ate some Brauschwagger for dinner. now i'm a bit gasseous! yuck!
anyways.
my doggie boggie is doing GREAT! she's totally adorable and i'm having fun taking her for walks and runs and teaching her stay, lay down and down. she's likes to hop up with her paws on the front of my belly and give me hugs. she's soo cute.

this world is changing, radically right now. mt. st. helens, jews in Israel learning about the Lord Jesus, the 10 commandments being voted on whether or not it can be displayed in public places, Bush getting re-elected...or not? who knows what is in store for the next 5-10 years to come? who knows when Jesus is coming back. just like he said before- it will be like a thief in the night. it will be a suprise.
i hope i'm not doing something bad when he arrives. i hope i'm like loving HIM and whatever. i hope i'm just not sinning when that day comes .

Gosh. it's weird to see how far i've come. am i holding TO the truths that i've learned? am I holding true to the Love He has revealed to me? am i faithful?
i hardly think so.
i am hardly there.
i am hardly faithful...
ugh.
i hate the flesh sometimes

anyways- i had a dream last night, about John Katana- i just saw him about 2 weeks ago- cuz he was up from Medical school for a break, and he invited me over for a dinner that he made- with his parents - and his mom is so funny and sweet. and well, in the dream- he was there again and i can't really remember everything about it. other than he said "will you wait for me?"- and i was shocked, cuz i never knew he liked me...he's sweet and everything and a bit weird at times- but we haven't even gotten to know eachother in a personal way.- and it just seemed, like when we were hanging out his parents house- that he was so NOT thinking about that at all.
he's just a really good friend, that i'll always thank God for- cuz he lead me to Jesus 6 years ago. John is a good friend.
i pray that God would bless him with an awesome wife someday.
ciao for now,
i don't wanna type for long.
hands hurt ofcourse
as usual