yesturday was the day 0f my freeedom!
and i am still overjoyed!
seriously!
i have marked 11/17/04 as the day I was SET FREE!
and He is loving me again and i'm totally falling in love with Him again, and those parts of my heart which were once dead and dark are now alive and breathing well,
and beating.
and singing.
and dancing!

The old has past away, now the ALIVE one sings in ME! seriously! the LIVING one is singing in me and keep my eyes sky-ward. keeping my thoughts sky-ward....towards the big tree that i saw in that vision! which i still don't know what it means...
and the eagle that was flying around her little baby eggs, in the nest...
sooo overwhelmed. SOOOO happy! i cannot contain it...it is all overwhelming....and i'm happy about that .
i'm happy that i didn't even EXPECT that yesturady was the day of freedom!
and Jesus totally set me up for it too. He did. I was gonna hafta work, i was SUPPOSE to be at work! and somebody just called me and asked if they could work for me! and i was like not even thinking about it at the time --- but i was SUPPOSE to be at youth group....--- i was SUPPOSE to get set free that day and i was suppose to see visions..and recieve my blessing!

i have felt for a long time now...that the Lord has just been passing me by or looking over me...not really noticing...not reallly seeing me....ohhh, but HE DOES. He sees me...
and HE IS REAL.
HE IS SOOO REAL.
ohhh i hope the reality of that statement continues to fill me and consume me.
GOD! Be the fire in my belly! Be the winds that sweep my hair back! Be the water i jump INTO for refreshing!
Jesus I rejoice in YOU becuz you set me free from the burden on back and the law of sin and death!
oh happy day.
be with me forever
betroth me to YOU again once again...
and again.
i love you.
april