suddenly so confused, so lost, so at a loss for words.
wishing i knew what to say. what to do. searching for a hope, in this spot of confusion.
so- i'm fasting and praying cuz i wanna hear from the Lord directly (and i'm desperate to hear His voice), and not just what my mind thinks is the Lord. But HIM. from HIM alone. I'm asking for the 4-step-guidlines to hearing the voice of God:
1. Wise Council
2. Divine encounters/circumstances
3. audible voice/written word
4. confirmations- through whatever means (which will equal peace in the end)

so- i shall do this till Monday- it is the ending day.
i had a blast hanging out with Joseph. I hope that we could hang out more, and do stuff together. like hiking, or backpacking, and fun outdoors stuff. that would rock.
points that i noticed while Joseph was here:
1. that he's gentle, considerate and honest
2. he wants to help in doing stuff- (like when i was making some pumpkin cheesecake- he did help with that!)
3. He's a cuddler- wants to be snuggly all the time, or hugged. (very-physical oriented)
4.he can do manly stuff! (like push cars outta snow! and fix wiper blades!)
5. We have a lot in common- like in our natures- how we are.
6. i hope that he gets baptised in the Holy spirit and has an encounter with the Holy Spirit so radically that he'd see all the things that God sees in him.

Gosh. i'm sooo hungry!
growl

i just called Sharron- it was a good talk ;)