everything between the sun and moon.
light burning day...
night soothing the skin and the eyes.
i had better tuck myself away for a bit- just to recover from too much sun....
and to embrace the soothing air.
it's so crazy how just listening to somebody talk/reading something that somebody wrote- can put you in writing mood yerself.
so- on top of that...comes Colorblind and Van Morrison....ahhhhh....sigh...breathe in and just rest.

i am enjoying this whole "discovering my woman-ness"--- cuz you know...all growing up...i was ALL tomboy and scraped knees...and wanting to go play outside, climbing tress and roughinig things up...rather than be a girly-girl...and i'm finally finding my girly side.
i got a new dress
a cute little summer dress that's by "Life is Good"- and it was SOOO cheap on ebay! they are usually like 35 bucks in the store! i got it for like 20! ROCK ON!.
anyways....this dress is kinda like encouraging me to be more girly-like pretty and stuff.
i hope i'm succeding.
oh yeah. and considering the weather...i really wish i had stayed in OREGON! UGH! this humidity is DRIVING ME NUTS! along with my skin! ugh...it's breaking out, just cuz it's all humid and crap...yucky... we're talking about 85 degrees PLUS A HUMIDITY FACTOR! it's like 60% today....so i could really take a knife and cut me out a peice of the air and eat it...it's that THICK!
i've gone swimming like 5-10 times already...OH....how i miss the rockslides and the hotsprings!!!!!!!!! i totally miss Rebeckah! my good ole' hippie chic friend....Joseph and I will hafta hang out with them during our visit- like next summer...or whenever we have the idea to go out there...i don't know- but we are definately gonna be taking "Farben"- the VW bus-- cuz we will have from this summer till next summer fixing it up and stuff....and i'm gonna do the INSIDE! like maybe re-do the carpet...and put new curtains up and put some sorta comforter on the back seat-hopefully i can find a cool patchwork quilt somewhere!

i can't wait for england/scotland....only becuz i will be able to see my love...and we will be able to have an adventure together! this makes me think all the more...that it's totally the Lord. We just hafta work out some differences we have about things...and those things will get worked out- if we are humble with eachother- and before the Lord.
He will direct and guide us. we leave our sails up to the Holy Spirit ....and God the Father will blow us in whatever direction He WILLS.
amen.