Sunday, September 18, 2005

"Take my world apart"
- Jars of Clay

amen. that's all i gotta say.
and that God has everything under control.
i really should quit worrying about the future. cuz it worries for itself enough

so here i am. on sunday, at joseph's computer and having an alright time. typing emails and listenin' to uplifting music...and will be going to Walmart with Judy- Joseph's mom.

today was amazing though. i thought i might mention that.
joseph washed my feet. as a sign of humility and submission...
and then i couldn't help but wash his...and be reminded of what Jesus said.
the day didn't start this wonderful...i was rushed...and was kinda still upset with Joseph becuz of all the stuff we were talking about on the phone the night before- till 1:00 am.
and well, i'm just shocked...cuz joseph soooo wants to find God more...and get to know Jesus more....and i have yet to see this take form in joseph's life...and my own.
but i will continue to hope.
anyways. thought i might just type that in there.
and i will type more later- kay

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

*grins* April, know that I've been praying for you and that I'm still praying. God is in control no matter what happens. I'll be watching for an email from you soon. - JC

1:55 PM  
Blogger Clayton Smith said...

I think God is in control, but expects you to make your own decisions and choose your own path. People sometimes rely too much on faith to tell them where to go in life, but isn't faith actually knowing that wherever you are god is there? He's not going to send you things to make you happy in New Jersey, and he isn't going to tell you whether or not to make key decisions. What he will do is be there for extra guidance and support in any situation you are in. Sometimes he will send you a sign or an answer to a prayer, but for the most part for all the faith you give him he will give it back to you in return. God will trust you to step forward and live life in his hands, yes... but in your own direction. You decide where to go from here April and what you want in your future.

April, you are not writing in your blog enough! How am I ever going to know what's up with you lady? Talk to you later!

9:01 PM  

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