Listening to the Killerz right now...Mr. Brightside...it makes me think of things long and forgotten...desires past and quite unattainable- like a summer night...or like the hand of somebody you once loved, but they didn't love you..... or like going for a summer night ride with your head hanging out the window, looking up at the stars with the wind rushing by at warp speed....

For some reason, odd i think it is, i often think of home (Michigan) and Angie and Megan (before she got married) and just the three of us girls....just hangin' out, being wild, being ruthless, being girls... and it makes me feel free, even if temporarily...but it does. wild and free, like a deer, or a mustang....where the wind is constantly the thing i seek and water meets me when i need it, the land is soft on my feet and those tall mountainous heights are what i strive for...

i'm still seeking for something, i think...something more....something deep, something close...something that is REAL...in this world of fake nothings....
oh sigh............