enough of the ridiculous ideas....i can't do anything...i seem to fail at what i attempt to do. ugh.
sigh.
i am in the state of feeling frumpy, ugly, and well, NON-productive. like i'm not getting anything done and not going anywhere.
and that i'm not worth pursuing...there's a reason that joseph isn't doing that. like i'm really not worth the effort.
dude. i don't know. i'm sighing alot and kinda grumpy.
i totally broke the Master Cleanse thing, cuz joseph reminded me that i'd miss Eastern Sunday dinner with the family. so i finally ate something and decided that i'll start the day after the dinner. and i feel like crap now cuz i quit.
oh man, i don't know....was i setting myself up for a fall??
gesh. i don't know.
blah.
i just wanna go home :(