"Takes to the sky like a bird in flight, and who will be her lover? ....She is like a cat in dark and then she is the darkness...."
- "Rhi annon"Fleetwood Mac, Rumors

I know this is like the second post that i've had today, but I feel like posting cuz it's night time and i'm listening to music. I can't help but post a message.

Joseph and I aren't doing so good. I feel like him and I are worlds apart. and the thought (gasp)- comes to mind, that i would be soo much better off without him....
but then again, that might just be me frustrated and mad at him for blowing up at me today.

I don't know. I need to be back home and finally NOT here in New Jersey, the quote, unquote Garden State....what a mess....ugh.
i need air. i need freedom.....i need to be free. with the wind in my hair....gosh. i don't know how to explain it.

more later